so my mom almost had a stroke cause she found out her boyfriend is cheating on her......wouldnt be the first time, i thought he changed. she worryes me so much. i cant lose her i lover her she raised me and if i lost her id fall apart i would have nothing my dad he just want to go do drugs and not care for his only daughter what if they both die man id fall apart. well my mom means the world to me and i know she may be mean but so she's trying to teach me right and wrong. gosh i dont know what to do im so scared now all i can do is pray.... i have no one to hold me my jerk of a boyfriend decides to play his xbox when im in the middle of crying my eyes out.....
is good? is it bad? well here is my damn opinion LEGALIZE IT in the united states maybe if we legalize it people wouldn't kill each other wanna know why cause it is relaxes you don't do drugs like crack, meth none of that,either smoke weed which has been proven to be a lot better than cigarettes. if weed was legalized in the united states maybe everyone would be chill and would be buying more food at groceries stores! but then again our obese population would get higher. well fuck weed is good and it sure keeps me from kill in bitches.
so today is a snow day and it is freaking awesome cause there is no school and im comfortable! and my boyfriends friend Devin is texting him out of thee ass he wont stop. and its making my boyfriend not talk to me...guys and their friends i swear!! i haven't made a blog for a while so i thought id do it today. but i don't know what to talk about the only thing is the weather we are sup-post to get 8 to 12 inches of snow!! i hope it snows to were we don't have school Friday lol. i wanna know what it's like in california??
something i will never understand about men is that why do they always have to have a guy friend around them...? why cant guys spend time with just only their loved one's and not there secret fag boy with them! i cant stand it when a guy friend of my lover comes over every weekend it makes me mad and upset! i cant see why i cant have a weekend with just me and my guy without his stupid friend who is very immature and annoying! i cant stand men like that i want a weekend with my guy not a weekend with my guy and his stupid annoying friend EVERY weekend seriously it gets annoying and pisses me off! so today i dont feel good and i thought we would have the weekend together and his friend called three times and my boyfriend missed the calls cause we was eating and his friend had the damn guts to come show up just to ask if he could spend the night!!! just last week he came over and the weeks before that i dont know if i want a relationship where his friend is coming over EVERY weekend im so fed up with it im at my boiling point!!!! i want to cry i dont feel good and his friend has to show up my weekend is ruined!!!! im so frustrated.